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grrr

2008-07-04T19:27:29Z

my move went well, but now i hate my roommate, she makes me livid. Every look is condesending, every word is full of loath, we are at each other's throats.

holy jebus

2008-06-02T01:08:59Z

i think i might die. I know i sound so very candid about this but my baby doll, lexie died in a car accident. I cant stop crying . and honestly i wish i could. I mean i know I cant do anything to bring her back but this girl was my heart, screw her having it, she was it. SHe made me who i am, she made me so much better than i was before. I hate showing emotion but really i dont know exactly what to do. I will be at work and just start bawling out of no where. Idk, i just want her back.

apparently

2008-04-29T12:51:01Z

I snore. Or atleast kevin said i do. I have never once been told that. Hmmmm, I think he's making it up. I refuse to believe it. And he woke me up thismorning by asking me what time i wanted to wake up. For being a best friend he really should know i hate being woken up.

oh man

2008-04-23T16:00:54Z

I feel as though my heart has been ripped out of my chest and fed to little zombie children. And I miss my little sister D:

honest to blog

2008-04-18T17:08:23Z

Today is so pretty, omg I love it! But my mood isn't as sunny as the sky outside. But whatever, I woke up today and yet again my gadge fell out, and it always hurts to put it back in. Then I couldn't get my stereo to turn on and I needed a good dose of imogen heap to get the day going. Oh and my pants have a hole in them, right on the inner most part of my thigh, whatever they will be my new shorts for the summer. I think I'll just go down to baker park with some sushi, my stereo, and some paint and just relax under the willow tree, man I'm glad I'm good at being alone. Cause I feel realyyyyyy alone today :\ Or maybe some chipotle? I dont know just yet. I'll think of some thing.

today is the day

2008-04-15T23:36:18Z

oh boy, I was so excited for this awesome greyhound adventure. But my best friends surgery has been postponed for some reason or another. Needless to say I will be going later. Hmmm, what are my feelings today? Well lets see, I feel really happy cause I finally get to see tegan and sara, which i have waited for like ever. Oh and i found that CD, "under feet like ours" it was their first album, thank god for ebay. haha, today was so pretty, I'm glad i like being outdoors. Nature is like the best thing to me. I love just being outside just running my hands through the grass, haha, hippie i know. I get tree hugger a lot. whatever. Well I'm going white water rafting soon again. That will be fun too. All in all today is a good day.

Gay straight alliance

2008-04-10T18:49:47Z

We are having a dodge ball tournament at my college today. Obviously i'm on the gsa team, i did my make up like a football player but instead of it being straight black under my eyes its a rainbow. I take the bus to school to save gas and when i was done with my rainbowness i realized i had a 30 minute bus ride. I dont think i've gotten that many weird looks in a long time. But i embraced my oddity. I think it looks really cute. I wanted to get like a running outfit like paulie Bleaker in Juno but didnt have enough time. Oh well next year hahaha.